[You don't get to see it, but that first little video blip nearly gives him a heart attack! Which means, when Labrys manages to get a proper one up, it leaves Shinji with some pretty complicated feelings. Ah... Well then.]

It's a lot to get used to, honestly. I know you wouldn't be the only one not having an easy time getting used to it, so don't feel bad if you're finding it difficult to cope with.