Nor have I. It is a lot to keep track of for a whole group of people, let alone one or two.
[Knowing how to have a personal life doesn't really help when disruptions to that personal life come. They are still a distraction.]
Such devotion is easy to feel in the heat of a moment, but when the time comes to actually commit, the mind can find itself questioning that devotion. It would be very human of them to do as they had to in order to survive and to remove the memory of that dark time.
If there is a consequence of them not following through on their vows, though, perhaps that is what leaves us where we are. An unbalanced and destroyed world outside the barrier; a newborn world within doing its best to remain as balanced as possible.
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[Knowing how to have a personal life doesn't really help when disruptions to that personal life come. They are still a distraction.]
Such devotion is easy to feel in the heat of a moment, but when the time comes to actually commit, the mind can find itself questioning that devotion. It would be very human of them to do as they had to in order to survive and to remove the memory of that dark time.
If there is a consequence of them not following through on their vows, though, perhaps that is what leaves us where we are. An unbalanced and destroyed world outside the barrier; a newborn world within doing its best to remain as balanced as possible.