[ He understands all of that... If applied to humans.
Because ultimately? He isn't a person. He is not an individual. And he doesn't mean this in a self-deprecating way, he means it because that is his nature; angels are not individuals and do not hold individuality. So all of that... just doesn't apply to kaworu like that.
At least he says so, otherwise he will have a full blown-out existential crisis ]
Lilin always find it difficult to open their hearts to others. The fear of betrayal, the fear of rejection, and ultimately the fear of pain, often causes rejection.
However, I am not one of you. The way my kind connects is not the way you can accept or comprehend. And in turn, connecting with you is difficult, too. The only reason why there is an attempt is due to the human body I carry. [ a human body. As long it's something that lilin can see familiarity in, they will connect with it. But ultimately leads to misunderstanding: humans will see Kaworu as human, and expect humanity of him, even thought he doesn't have it. ]
I love you, I have died for you, and I will accept doing so every cycle of rebirth. But It's not possible for me to be you. [ He can't be human and connect like a human. ]
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Because ultimately? He isn't a person. He is not an individual. And he doesn't mean this in a self-deprecating way, he means it because that is his nature; angels are not individuals and do not hold individuality. So all of that... just doesn't apply to kaworu like that.
At least he says so, otherwise he will have a full blown-out existential crisis]Lilin always find it difficult to open their hearts to others. The fear of betrayal, the fear of rejection, and ultimately the fear of pain, often causes rejection.
However, I am not one of you. The way my kind connects is not the way you can accept or comprehend. And in turn, connecting with you is difficult, too. The only reason why there is an attempt is due to the human body I carry. [ a human body. As long it's something that lilin can see familiarity in, they will connect with it. But ultimately leads to misunderstanding: humans will see Kaworu as human, and expect humanity of him, even thought he doesn't have it. ]
I love you, I have died for you, and I will accept doing so every cycle of rebirth. But It's not possible for me to be you. [ He can't be human and connect like a human. ]