[He has no doubt it will be difficult and he knows in utter hypocrisy he would encourage others to do the same, to not be like him. But he also knows nothing will be more difficult or painful than retrieving his King and his Shield's bodies from where they'd been abandoned in the fallen citadel and putting them to rest as they deserve.]
I suspect I will need some assistance in checking old habits, though. A reminder to leave the Marshal to rest and allow the man some small time at the forefront.
[The fact that The Marshal is so separate from himself and his own wants and desires that he's compartmentalized the two in his mind says a lot about exactly what sort of mental state he's been in all these years but if anyone understands he's pretty sure she will.]
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[He has no doubt it will be difficult and he knows in utter hypocrisy he would encourage others to do the same, to not be like him. But he also knows nothing will be more difficult or painful than retrieving his King and his Shield's bodies from where they'd been abandoned in the fallen citadel and putting them to rest as they deserve.]
I suspect I will need some assistance in checking old habits, though. A reminder to leave the Marshal to rest and allow the man some small time at the forefront.
[The fact that The Marshal is so separate from himself and his own wants and desires that he's compartmentalized the two in his mind says a lot about exactly what sort of mental state he's been in all these years but if anyone understands he's pretty sure she will.]