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hugtopia2022-11-04 01:45 pm
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[Backdated to October -- Diary of the Dead Pt.2]
[It was a hard decision. It was an even harder talk with Faust. But after the last slip, he couldn't justify himself anymore. He told himself from the very start that he would only allow himself to live for as long as he could control himself and, clearly, he can't.
He's afraid of what happens next. He's afraid of what might happen to Faust when he won't just let them kill him. He doesn't want to hurt Faust in that or in any other way. But he has to do something. He can't let more people be hurt for his sake.]
IMPORTANT NOTICE
Hello, everyone. This is Teo. I have something important to tell you all.
I need everyone to stay away from me. If you see me, even if there's an apparition, don't help me. Don't get close.
I thought I could handle this, but I was wrong. I'm sorry. I've put all of you at risk.
My world is sick. The people in it are sick. There's no cure and it is fatal. It wipes out everything you are and it just leaves you hungry. You'll attack any living creature you can find. It's only here, recently, that I've learned that people could be immune, but that's only if they survive to find out.
I'm not a survivor. I'm one of the dead. I don't know why I'm awake, just that I am. I've been trying to make myself safe, but with these apparitions I
It's too easy for me to lose myself. It takes too much time for me to wake back up. I'm a danger to you and to this world. I won't ask you to forgive me. I just ask that you please keep yourselves safe. If it comes down to a moment, do what you need to do. Don't hesitate.
I'm so
so sorry
He's afraid of what happens next. He's afraid of what might happen to Faust when he won't just let them kill him. He doesn't want to hurt Faust in that or in any other way. But he has to do something. He can't let more people be hurt for his sake.]
IMPORTANT NOTICE
Hello, everyone. This is Teo. I have something important to tell you all.
I need everyone to stay away from me. If you see me, even if there's an apparition, don't help me. Don't get close.
I thought I could handle this, but I was wrong. I'm sorry. I've put all of you at risk.
My world is sick. The people in it are sick. There's no cure and it is fatal. It wipes out everything you are and it just leaves you hungry. You'll attack any living creature you can find. It's only here, recently, that I've learned that people could be immune, but that's only if they survive to find out.
I'm not a survivor. I'm one of the dead. I don't know why I'm awake, just that I am. I've been trying to make myself safe, but with these apparitions I
It's too easy for me to lose myself. It takes too much time for me to wake back up. I'm a danger to you and to this world. I won't ask you to forgive me. I just ask that you please keep yourselves safe. If it comes down to a moment, do what you need to do. Don't hesitate.
I'm so
so sorry
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thats uh
hmm
is it
just you? there arent others that I didnt notice right?
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I guess I've been like this for a year or two, maybe three...
I don't know of any other zombies here. It's pretty Z free as far as I know. So just me.
[But if there are more in hiding, like there was in Finland, he's not going to out them.]
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a lot
just you for that long huh? so uh
whats it like...?
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I'm always hungry and I'm always kind of sore, but it's easier to ignore the latter. Pain's not as sharp but I don't really heal so that works out about even. I'm hard to kill so I guess that's good. Pretty ugly now though.
I see way better in the dark because of weird changes but I'm pretty light-sensitive now. A lot of other small changes. I sleep and eat to keep myself sane but I can go without both for a long time.
Talking is harder. I have to really try or I sound awful. That's why I already sounded pretty bad. Can't really raise my voice.
And there's the amnesia. The sickness or maybe just dying took a lot. I remember more than I used to but I don't think I'm ever getting it all back.
[And yet...]
But, despite all that, and literally being dead... I'm kind of alive. It's a second chance and most people don't get that. I wanted so badly to live.
And I'm not so lonely anymore. Not like I used to be.
I never imagined I could talk about this candidly either.
So, I guess, in a way, despite all the cons, I was okay with being like this if it meant I got to be here.