[Ardbert's still getting used to the idea himself. He's been away from humanity too long to easily remember that kindness is a thing that can be shown to him. To others, yes, but not to him.]

Both free and paid help counts. But I have friends who are already chiding me for being a fool for trying to handle this on my own.

My own aether. I'm what my world calls a Warrior, and I'm strong enough that I can heal and protect myself to make it easier on my party's healer. Or when I do something stupid, like slice the back of my fingers open with a knife while cutting up vegetables.